Fear is a Bitch.

Fear is a Bitch.

.. is a mind-killer as the movie Dune would say, making that thought forever a verbal phrase in my head.

And it's true. it kills dreams, passions, and drives.

Fear has kept me from really leaning into passions I care so much about that I fear of failure or being so bad at something I don't want to be bad at. 

It makes no sense.

Now, Fear is the killer of my future. well, not just yet. 

Fear of moving far. Fear of leaving job security.

Fear of pursuing a passion job where I feel inadequate and unqualified to perform. 

... even if my knowledge and drive alone I know would make that job the BEST MADE FOR ME JOB. 

... even if I have months to refine my skills and knowledge of the programs they require. 

... even if failure means I'm stuck with a lateral move to another job that may or may not be a soul-killer like my current one.

and I know as I type this, I'm letting fear win. I'm letting my mind die on this emotion. 

That I could truly be using my time wisely. 

How do we overcome what is merely as said, an EMOTION. 

it's not a fact or a science, it's not a definite.. It is a feeling that only causes reactions. 

I am in control. I have time. I have realistic time and hope. I am made for those job opps in the land I want to and see myself living out our life in. 

FEAR is a BITCH, but I am the only one and thing that can hold me back.